i was reading a book this morning. it was this boy who was trying to realize his dreams. they talked a lot about destinies and stuff like that... they mentioned that when your young, you have an open mind and you can choose who or what you wanna be when you grow up. i thought about it on the way.. i tried recalling what i wanna do when i was a lil kid. and it dawned upon me that, i have always wanted to help me dad out in his business. i wanna be jus like my dad, a hardworking person. ever since i got to singapore, my dream was to help my dad, and at the same time help him expand his business to singapore or even better, to other countries around the world. so whenever i say i wanna be tai tai, jus smack me... haha.. no don't ah...

startin to miss ppl... i mean.. friends... at least friends who are still in singapore and yet i barely get to see them... some of them are busy... some jus dunno go where... sometimes its my fault that i didn't meet these ppl... let's say my secondary friends.. they're busy with sip... then rekha is going to aussie soon.. and i feel so bad that i can't meet her more often due to work, cny and other stuff... dunno how ah... any suggestions?? jus now miao was like saying she has been busy these days.. and yes, i do notice.. miss my daughter a lot leh... then we plan to go eat dinner this monday to celebrate jia's bday...

this morning we were supposed to be playing badminton in school but all the friggin courts were used by the Open house thingy... dunno why they need it on a saturday some more... so in the end today gotta play mahjong.. with huijia bq wilson... won 2bucks.. woohooo... better than last time.. lost about 30bucks... coz play with my mother's friends... but thankfully my mother played for me in the end, then we lost 5bucks only... cool right.. my mother... power....

now its like 1 in the morning... watching mtweeee..... there's hilary duff on tv... goodness, she's 15 but she looks 20... very mature, but very pretty... nojoke very pretty for a 15 year old... wow... next singer is stacie orrico with 'I promise'... her songs are very nice.. i love the song she sang 'There's gotta be more to life'... the tune is nice... then it gets addictive... maybe buy her cd instead of blue... or see how... borrow... or dl...

oh yah... last night, i had a nightmare.. god.. scared the shit out of me... i dreamt that i took my SATs.. i couldn't concentrate at all so i jus daydream.. then time was up and i only did a few qn in every section... so my invigilator(ah, whatever, dunno how to spell the bloody word) was like my primary school tutor... so she was nice enough to let me bring home the paper... then somethings cropped up.. so when my deadline, which was the next day, i was suppose to return the paper to her, i completely did like an extra 5 more qns only... so what the heck... no use... might as well burn it... luckily i woke up before i cried in my own dream...