i have come to realize that... there is never a good time to being sick...


and oh yah... i think i better start studying... its coming into the second week.. and i'm still thinking its HOLIDAY time...


and how could i forget about the biggest problem that i'm having now... INSOMNIA... aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh... fark it lah.... even after taking my so-called drowsy medicine... i'm still up... rolling around my bed.... haiz...


i miss rusty, i miss everyone at home... i wanna go home... but NO... i still got another 140 days left...


ok ok... i got it... i'm pms-ing... the symptoms are all there.. gotta keep telling myself to enjoy my time at the island tomorrow...

today is going to be one of those days where, i had the blogger on for so long... had so many things to type.. which in the end, i walked around, doing laundry, going to the kitchen, shitting, packing my room... so many things, that... i completely forgot what i wanted to say...


but oh well.. this is a pic li took.... umm.. dun bother about the messy hair.. that's me with my short short hair right after i wake up... the main thing about the pic is, the slippers... cute??



my slippers...


yup... that is li's room... li's bed, li's blanket, li's pillow, li's beanbag... li's door?? what else did i miss...

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i found these 2 pics damn farni... look at the 2 pics..... the first one is before i went shopping for some grocery... 2nd one is after i did some shopping... haha...



bag before shopping



bag after shopping



li's bag after shopping

Insomnia!?!?!??! why now???


Cough!?!?!?! why now too???

i wanna blog about 2 things... 1, Bubble Teo... 2, my 4th subject.... or maybe some more stuff..


ok... bubble tea... when i go to Coors, i only drink Jasmine Green Milk Tea with Egg Pudding... we were actually next in line... but oh well, some 2 girls, think that we weren't in the queue so they decide to cut our queue and order... i dunno what drink one of them ordered but i sure like hell saw her coming back and forth to the counter saying there's something wrong with her drink... so altogether, she changed her drink that contained egg pudding 3 times... what is wrong with her... when it was 0ur turn to order, there was NO more egg pudding left... what the F***.... pissed with that girl... she took 3 servings of egg pudding... first, cut my queue, then finish all the egg pudding... argh... and you know what the staff did with the other 2 cups of tea containing MY egg pudding?? they threw it away.... aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh......... NOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo...........


oh well, that's over for now.... so i jus added coffee jelly which tasted so darn wrong with my bubble tea... what the heck... bloody woman... and there was sooo much left when i was going to order.... biatch....


next is my 4th subject.... i can choose any subject in this sch that i want, as long as there are no pre requisites... i am trying my best to not choose any IT related stuff... no stuff on reporting... so now, i'm left with Indonesian and Music....


Indonesian......
I can't take level 1 for indonesian... coz i have a bit of an indonesian speaking background... so what?? so i said, i can't write at all... then i told her i stayed in singapore for the last 10 years... and the first 10 years was in indo... but harlow, that's like a decade ago... she didn't ONLY say i can't take level 1 becoz of my first 10 years of my life in indonesia... she actually said it was becoz singapore has Malays... and becoz i live among them, i can't take level 1... so she said, why not i sit in for the level 2 lessons... and level 2, is too difficult for me... isn't that nice??


Music....
it has come to this.. that i'm taking Introduction to Music Technology... somehow... music has nothing to do with this course... its more like sound and oh yah, a lil bit of music... sounds interesting, but its scary when i didn't catch this weeks lecture... so i looked for the course co-ordinator... he gave me a course details brochure... and... and... an ASSIGNMENT... stress ah... 1st week on the 1st day of sch... and there's already an assignment...are you kidding me??


i can't sleep at night..
dunno why.... last night it took me like 1 to 2 hours before i could fall asleep... maybe its becoz i haven't used the eye massager yet... but i am really scared i use it then i didn't off... how?? ok.. jus took cough syrup... the drowsy ones.. hope it works... NITEZ...

now i would like to say a BIG thank you to king and flora..... this is becoz i slept for 11hours straight.... from 11pm to 10am....


before i slept, i tried using the Eye massager they got for me... i let it run for one cycle... haha... so shu fu... haha.... after i got a bit drowsy from the effect.... i stopped the thing, and decided to 'rest' my eyes for awhile before waiting for 2am when rekha would be back... and i'd either call her or she'd call me...


yah right... rest my eyes for 11hours... hahaha....

oooo...


how long has it been since i last blog??


i'm back here.. in brisbane... haiz... gonna have that lonely feeling again...


ok... i wanna say... who the f*** charges $4.95 per minute to talk... especially from indonesia to singapore... my phone bill is 500bucks.. talked to rek for about 18min... costed me 80bucks... talked to my mom for 9min... costed me about 45bucks.. what the hell... nobody dares tell my ama anything... she will surely scold me.. haha... but being 6000km away, how i hope she will spare me if she finds out..


oh yah... i got myself a new digicam... its the same as pat's... i'm guessing its sony t3.. but becoz pat got the silver color, i got black... rather nice actually... my mother asked me, if pat didn't have the silver one, would i still have chose black... i was like, of course not... i'll definitely choose silver..

its the 4th day in indonesia.... today is jus one of the days i gt to sleep with my brother and dad on the same bed... that means, i actually have to be still on the bed till he falls asleep....


i was really still jus now and since i was waiting for him to sleep and the comp left on in the livingroom... i jus thought about stuff... there's one thing in particular that i thought about... something that i miss....


i miss.... the feeling of being protected... protected from the outside world... that time when the world evolved around jus me and my parents.... now, the world evolves around me, my family, my friends and the rest of the world... i dunno whether that's a good thing or a bad thing but yah, i shall try and explore the rest of the world... as much as i can....


as much as i'm pmsing, its going to be over, and its time to look at things on the brightside... there's always a brightside to everything... i think, i hope, i pray....